i'm an extremely jealous person.
it sucks.
someone teach me not to be.
please.

there's a sign on the highway and it says,
"Mexico, next exit"
i find this quite amusing.

i cried today when i reread our conversation. it wasn't tears of sadness though. it was more frustration and the fact that i was lied to. it was a very decieving relationship. i really can't trust him and i don't see a friendship anymore in the future. it's not as sad as i thought it would be. it's been about a month and i'm doing so much better. ( Read more... )

it's funny that we're so alike.
there must be a reason why i'm denying this.
your group was talking about you.
we're so alike.

There are shadows on the walls ( Read more... )

it was fun talking to you last night. you're a funny kid.
and you know i can be more sarcastic than you. hah.

we're all searching for something more than what's already been said.

don't leave me.
i'll be sort of empty without you.
i know it sounds all romantic, but it's not.
you're gay. i'm a girl. i still love you.
(but not like that)
and if you leave me, i'll be crushed.
absolutely crushed.
don't go, please.
i love you, i do.

so i was walking down the hall ( Read more... )

i actually go out of my way to see them together.
i think i like the self injury. it's odd that i do.
or maybe it just causes some conflict in my life.
either way, i do it, and i enjoy it.

& yet another week at attempting...