You are BREAKING THE HABIT. ~I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream. But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean. I don't know how I got this way. I'll never be alright.~


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Yes yes I know that I haven't updated in a while but for some reason I haven't been in the mood to be on the computer but now I have realized how much I miss it. I missed the sound of my fingers hiting the keys to tell you all about whats been up with me. Just playing I'm not that big of a freak yous guys ( Read more... )

Finally this week is almost over. Its been a really easy week but still. The more weeks that go by the more paychecks I get. I still haven't been able to put any money in my account for me to save to go see Chris and that makes me nervous. But I will get it. I'm not really that worried ( Read more... )

I'm gonna lose him I can feel it in my bones. And I'm so scared! I'm trying and trying hard and I'm still scared and it won't go away.I don't ignore him I don't. I think too damn much. If I could just stop thinking then everything would be ok. I can't believe I'm so stupid. I need him and I don't think he knows that. I want to know why I hurt ( Read more... )

My best friend Savannah just wrote a journal here that mentioned of how many of her friends she will still kepp in touch with when she moves to California. Well I think that if you really want it and try hard enough that friendships can last forever. I know that I don't want to lose any of you guys either and I'm going to try my damndest to make ( Read more... )

I love drinking a glass of milk. When I finally decide to go to bed if I am having trouble sleeping a nice cold glass of milk will help me. Your probably wondering why I decided to talk about a glass of milk. Well is b/c i am drinking it right now and I didn't have anything to talk about ( Read more... )

Your welcome Savannah for the help. Sorry I fell asleep in the chair but I was really bored. (No offense to you this time)lol! I'm so glad that you have all of your friends to have your back. Just know that they will always be there no matter what guy you go out with or break up with ( Read more... )