I said no, but her hands told me I was saying yes.

There was nothing wrong, so I looked for everything that could hurt me.

In the depths of oblivion there's nothing to find but inner peace.

I wanted to be happy, so I pretended the woman who told me she loved me loved me.

When she shared her feelings, all I could feel is that she had to be up to ( Read more... )

I apologize in my mind
In thoughts, in fantasies
I say sorry to everyone I wronged
To everyone I made mistakes with
To everyone I couldn't do enough for
To everyone I might have not been polite enough
To treat properly and entertain in their life
I do it... because I want to be good.
I don't think I'm very good.

I have a story I was writing

A Goddess of Heretical Cults is laboring in her Heaven
She notices one of the worlds neighboring her realms has grown ill
She goes to investigate, and realizes it's hard to tell what's wrong
She takes mortal image and enters the world covered in robes to hide her beauty and her divinity
She investigates the worlds, countless ( Read more... )

If you're reading this, you might need to pretend the following information comes on the supposition that Christianity is realistic as a theory about the universe.

There's something I'm not getting.

Christ came into the world,
Chosen by God
To perform God's will
Dying on the cross
Like a ritualistic sacrifice
To fulfill God's prophecy
That would make all ( Read more... )

She wrangled the taste of clowns into her mouth
And ate of the world she imagined
The taste got her drunk immediately
And she lost her senses to the madness within.

There was so much for her to touch
Plastered in the twisted and candid
She lived herself placatingly
And she lost her senses to the madness within.

Nothing was sent of the will to live ever ( Read more... )

___Is the world a terrible place, or an incredible place? I'm rather confident most would agree that it achieves both. I've been reading a rather significant book lately, and it's stated numerous times in the parts I've read that people are renowned for heinous actions and selfish foci in their lives. We have a history of worshiping ourselves that ( Read more... )

Rendition 01: ___ Discord Chat Version ___
"M'kay. I'll wait here patiently, yearning for the image of your words.
Growing sickly and disturbed inside, pondering the meaning of dark things, obsessing and going mindlessly crazed over the notions of them. I'll think on all the things that cross my senses and try to maintain my sanity. And, when you ( Read more... )

She fell to this address
Searching for the answers that were hidden within herself
And tracing the trails of mysteries
As all led to the same picture on the same door
Of a house she couldn't remember to forget

Velvet laces brimmed around it
And it depicted the place of a group of men
All surrounding a perfectly white duck
And they were screaming, yelling ( Read more... )

Just random muses on the health of my financial condition, today, 2022/08/09. As a point, I am just musing in this entry, and I think it's all not-so-interesting as regards what I'm writing here, now.

Decided, in a moment of something called curiosity, to go ahead and see where I fall in regards to wealth. I've seen charts, which is not what I found ( Read more... )

___Endings On Principles: Test Script___

Everything, something. I all comes together and the world changes like wildfire reaching through an open and dried-up field of wheat and grass. It just consumes, shapes, alters... and the whole time: no one in all of them did but to hide the word, and the word was knowledge, and that knowledge was the key to ( Read more... )