(Untitled)

[red_cross_kid]

well the good news is i havent puked all day and i feel like i have energy again! the bad news is im bleeding like a pig and have cramps from hell. you win some you lose some eh? i was super bummed out this morning but actually feel fine now. weird. as maggie said, at least i know i can get pregnant. but really, i dont even need 'im so sorry's',

Comments

[sunshineblossom]

im sorry mama.
if there is anything i can do for you please let me know

[anajoy]

ugh ... bleeding like a pig and cramps from hell = no fun, even when you're not refocusing for next conception. get some ginger infusion on that.

our bodies ourselves says that 1 in 5 pregnancies experience miscarriage. that's pretty f'n common if you think about it ... we just don't hear about it because it's "taboo". so thanks for breaking that taboo, it inspires me.

i've been learning about luteal phases over the past few months and i learned that some women have particularily short ones. this means that they are able to concieve but a hormone shift occurs too soon and a miscarriage ensues not long after conception. apparently some women don't even know they're pregnant and just think they have exrememly painful periods. i bring this up because i remember you mentioning last week that you weren't even 4 weeks yet. the cool thing is that this happens due to a hormone imballance which can be remedies with suppliments. maybe you already know all this.

anyhoo, packages are still in order so send me yer address to anajoy at gmail dot

[teanut]

fuck man, that sucks. i am glad yer doing okay tho.

what was the gift?

i think yer probably gonna continue to go crazy about it when people are all fucked up around you all the time. yer compassionate like that. and human. but maybe eventually you find ways to release it easier. do you feel like you have reliable outlets?

also, did i hear something at some point about you and chris potentially going to live in toronto sometime? or was i dreaming?

[etsba]

okay won't do the sorry thing... and believe me I'm glad you have this outlook. I've long admired your perspective.
I 'saw' you conceiving straight away, I didn't see this, so I'm thinking what could I have/should I have said?
But you knew..
If ever I can do anything, let me know.

I can relate to that binge after miscarriage. Done it. Like wow! drugs & me, back together so soon- I thought I wouldn't be seeing you for at least a year! Its bittersweet. But it helps.

HOw do you feel about TTCing again, will you be giving it a couple of cycles, suppose it depends on B's availablility too.

Much love and energy to you & Chris

[vampire_rah]

we sometimes call my grama G-mama. for the same reasons

[vampire_rah]

hey man, whats your email address?