just emailed this to a bunch of people:

[red_desert]

hi everyone,

don't expect this to be well-written or poetic in any sense of the word because i am a hysterical MESS right now (home in pennsylvania).

after waiting in a near-panic mode after being "let go" from my job at Nike, i found out today (after leaving a message last night) that i did not get the job at amnesty. why the media director

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[gina_gold]

it sucks I am just getting to know you and youre already leaving. Also, I hope we can travel even if we have to meet in a layover spot like Chicago.

[red_desert]

nah, not really leaving yet. how could i? i haven't had the chance to meet Ava.

[ifightmonsters]

but we never got to have our ride listening party...

[red_desert]

let's do it! i have all the time in the world!

[ifightmonsters]

cool. i was hoping to have laura over one night this week to watch some buffy. so we could do it then, or another night if you want. your call.

[ifightmonsters]

of course if you're not back in nyc yet, we'll do it whenever you get back.

[laureneileen]

I love you!

[red_desert]

maaa, i'm coming to philly mon or tues!!

[laureneileen]

Call me when yr on yr way

[lolitadoll]

please don't leave me. seriously.

you make me feel like i'm worth something

[red_desert]

aw, that's one of the nicest things i ever heard. that makes me feel like I'M worth something. i'm not leaving yet or for good at all.