sorry.

i'm really sorry.

i fixed everything. i went to lauren's apt and drank wine, ate ice cream, white pizza...watched Heathers then got new music from for my ipod...um...including the rolling stone top 500. it includes like EVERYTHING. it's so amazing. it also includes Sinead O'Connor: Nothing Compares 2 U. Whoaaaaaaaa.

now i feel a million ( Read more... )

i'm going to this after i eat white pizza with lauren. i look and smell terrible. and i'm tired. but i wanna get loaded.

XLR8R & adidas invite you to

> Maximum Joy

> A Monthly Music Event

> at the adidas Originals Store, 136 Wooster Street

>

> Launch Night

> Thursday, July 7, 7-10pm

> Lindstrom & Prins Thomas (Feedelity - Oslo, Norway)

> US ( Read more... )

got an email. he was interviewed in Gothamist. pretty sweet! : http://www.gothamist.com/archives/2005/07/06/tucker_shaw_food_lover_author_everything_i_ate_a_year_in_the_life_of_my_mouth.php

despite all the good stuff yesterday. and i went to a really nice dinner party on 88th and CPW. so nice. wow. must be nice. i got trashed with my friend nina and her mother, this kinda nutty intellectual who left NYC for Germany when she was my age and never came back. nina's an only child and constantly talks about her mother so it was cool to ( Read more... )

i am in a paranoid no-trust zone. i am sort of freaked out. why do people backstab? i could never do it to anyone. why do people act like Heathers?! why why why? i think i am in over my head. way over. and i'm too old for it. i'm also...maaaaybe...too mature for it. it's incongruent with my life philosophy to play into it. there. i said it.

i am meeting her for lunch at 1pm. WTF?!?! ahhhh. shit.

i'm at work and had an amazing weekend...blah blah beach in NJ and lots and lots of brooklyn rooftop parties...many stories..uhh...i got a message from Amnesty:

"hi holly..blah blah...i'm in the very unfortunate position of having 4 viable candidates for the position, and i'd like to meet you for lunch this week to discuss things further!" ahhhhh ( Read more... )

shit:

1. i ate an egg and cheese. it sucked. i payed too much for it. the $2 ones at bagel zone on ave A have always been and will always be my favorite.
2. i printed out color copies of writing clips (thank GOD some of them are online on magazines' websites).
3. typed 2 thank you letters
4. discreetly put them in envelopes and a large envelope with no ( Read more... )

CATS! CATS! Kitties!!! Free drinks in honor of pussies!

17 year old boys! hahahaha. you were in diapers when i was carving RIP Kurt on benches! And I'm drinking with you! hahahaha. ha....

Dear Fader Magazine:

Fuck you. So... your magazine is NOT run by a bunch of pretentious pansies who are trying way too hard...that's because your magazine is run ( Read more... )

Ohno its HOLLY (4:33:37 PM): AWESOME
paintjob63 (4:35:52 PM): oh yeah?
paintjob63 (4:36:00 PM): what happened
Ohno its HOLLY (4:36:18 PM): i had a one-hour interview with the HR Director and the Media Director
Ohno its HOLLY (4:36:30 PM): both were sooo nice and so comfortable to be around...i even made a couple jokes
Ohno its HOLLY (4:36:32 PM): !
Ohno ( Read more... )