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I'm just sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.

So today is my birthday, YAY!!! One year closer to my grave, one year farther from everything that was, and one year towards life. Wow. 19, it's weird saying it, cuz I feel exactly the same as when i was 15, 12 17, any age really. Well, any age since the 7th grade cuz I haven't physically grown since then, seriously. I appreciated all the ( Read more... )

Holy shit!!!! That show kicked so much ass, its not even funny!! I went to their autograph signing, which was a good 30 miles away, made it in half an hour during rush hour, damn I'm good!! I didn't come prepared though, so I had em all sign my half-pack of camel's!! I saw Anthony there, for all of you who don't know, Anthony dated Leah, my ex- ( Read more... )

Ominous? Guess not. Well, I finally began my book. It will definetly be a work in progress, I mean I have all of college to compile more life experiences for it. {erhaps I should give my devout followers the premise. The title is: Sex, Alcohol and I; The Perfect Mix for Disaster. The title pretty much says it all. I am writing a book on my ( Read more... )

A tribute to you, Loretta. So yeah, mark and Chrisitan came down Friday evening, they had to leave by 10 am saturday though, but we got some good debauchery in that time!! We first hit up the coffee shop that I frequent now. Than we went to Charro's, that was fucking bomb. God damn that was good food. Then we tried to find this place called ( Read more... )

So I just got back from Bookman's. It is the Largest use dbook store I have ever seen!!! I picked myself upa few good reads and a couple of recommended reads as well. I bought myself Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse, The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, After many a Summer Dies a Swan by Aldous Huxley, Timequake and Bluebbeard, both of ( Read more... )

Wow, I don't know where to begin. I feel like crap, but you know what, i needed it. Not the feeling lik ecrap, finally talking to Joanne. I just wish I had more time. It got cut short because I had to come back here. I just missed her as a person. And she felt the same. I mean, shit will not ever wrok out between us in a romantic situation, ( Read more... )

Another night of no sleep. Well I will be able to rest a bit when I go back home I'm sure. Like the title says, blech...

Yeah, this place fucking sucks. It is a SHIT HOLE!!! Hate it. Hate my roommate and his stupid ass friends. Umm lets see, I miss home. I miss REAL friends, i miss my life.