Man, I'm simple.

I've never felt more alone.

It doesn't have to be like this.

Just living day to day, waiting for something to happen. My soul is beginning to grow mold and my mind is a shamble of cobwebs.

God is a self-centered being. After all, didn't "he" create us in "his" image?

I've tried to change who I am for years, but I just can't do it anymore. I fucking hate people and the outside world. When I was a child, socializing was just uncomfortable, now it's just a form of torture. I think people as a whole are basically ruthless and not to be trusted. The more I fight against these feelings, the more I realize how true ( Read more... )

Gosh, I love you. <3 TCW, the love of my life, my runny babbit, my squeeze, my partner in crime, my rock, and the adorable guy snoring next to me as I type this. I can honestly say without a trace of exaggeration or glibness that I've never been happier. <3 <3 <3

Geeze, I've turned into such a girl...but maybe that's a good thing. :-)

So here are some of my academic interests! I've compiled a simple list to organize what I'd like to major in as soon as I get my gen ed credits out of the way. Obtaining more than one degree, be it bachelor's or master's, doesn't seem too far fetched either ( Read more... )

Can you be addicted to the feeling of nothingness? How long can you live inside your own head, how deep can you venture inside your own mind before you find that you are just as empty as your world?

I've lost two of my grandparents, one to a stroke and the other to cancer. My maternal grandmother just found a "suspicious" nodule in her breast. The fact that she's 86 doesn't make a damned bit of difference; these people played a huge part in raising me and without them I would've been lost ( Read more... )