I hate that I think that if I don't have a boyfriend I'm just lonely and bitter.  I wish I had something else that could take my attention away from that.  That's really pathetic.. yeah, it is ( Read more... )

i really don't know what i want.
it fuckin' suuuuccckkksss, man.

i have a job interview.
no boyfriend.
no car.
barely a cell phone.  (i have a cell phone but no minutes.)
school.

ehhhh.

??

i havn't really gotten any sleep in like.. 4 nights.  don't really know what's wrong with me.  i'm so tired but i can't sleep.  it's like i'll take a 20 minute nap a day, and that's how i function.  i took a little cat-nap tonight while dean was playing a loudass baseball video game or something.  and all of the lights were on.  and it wasn't any ( Read more... )

against me AND cursive are on tour together. on the west fuckin' coast. are they coming anywhere near the east? even the midwest? NO! of course not. that's so upsetting to me..

i'm thinking about going to the decemberists show on the 2nd of april.  who's in?

I've had strep twice and tonsillitis twice in the past 3 weeks. I'm seriously going to rip my tonsils out and throw them at my doctor.

(Just typing that made me cringe.)

I just got suspended for parking in a visitor's parking spot at school. I swear to god, it's like they have nothing better to do. I bet they laugh about it in the office. I'm so over high school.

I'm really sick of being blamed for other peoples'* fault of character/actions/etc. I'm also sick and tired of people* treating me like shit (like a child). AND being treated unfairly ( Read more... )

I know were just like old friends ( Read more... )

i love being fired.