7th Sept

[red_wiccan]

My last entry was the 6th of sept. My daddy passed away the next day, at 6:30pm. Dont know what else to say, its all a shock even though i was waiting for it, but you can never prepare yourself for it. Most of the time, i dont know how to feel, what to say, what to do, anything. Id never thought id lose him at 21, he was young

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[i_love_my_brick]

What can I say?

Right now your scattering your dad's ashes, where he wanted to be. It's a bit rainy at the moment, but the sun will come. Remembering what you said, it was also a beautiful idea to plant a tree/plant for him. If you want some help or anything let me know.

And yeah life sucks, its painful, its difficult and it's hard on us all. But its a gift, and one that comes with a short amount of time. So take time to feel the grief, but also remember that all this sadness makes us apprciate the things that make us smile even more. Cling onto your happiness and fight for it, that's the point.

Stay strong and let me know if you want to talk.

Love you
x

[nickwales]

hey hun...

you may have read some of my life... posts/comments etc...

but all of that pales so much in comparision with this... so much...
its the hardest thing in the world to write about, i kno i dont kno you enough to write back an maybe i shouldnt... but. im the type of person that has to... an i just wana say... right now... my thoughts, beyond anything, are with you an your dad right now i wish all the best for you... theres nothing i can say or anyone else can say which will make you feel better an nor should it... but if you ever feel that you need to express your feelings to someone neutral my number is 07932476651, an its always open for you to call...
i mean it i cant try to understand how u feel right now... i never will till it happens to me... an all my feelings an tears, which literally have flowed, are with you...
i hope i can help in some way... but i understand right now is the worse time... but theres always light at the end of the tunnel no matter how far the tunnel appears...
luv ya hun x

nsh

[red_wiccan]

Hello, ive just posted a reply on myspace for you. Thankyou so much for your concern, really do apprieciate it. Ive taken your number and have it in my mobile, i havent got any credit till next week when i get paid, but unless your on Orange i can ring you because of my free minutes. But until then speak soon...(Hope your okay?!)

Love
Carla xXx