Good evening live journal. Or should I say good morning (2am) I am currently at work sipping some caffeine free coffee. I thought I'd update myself after all these years not being on LJ, a bit of a life update really ( Read more... )

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God looked around his garden ( Read more... )

It will be 5 years tomorrow that my dad had passed away. Feeling pretty numb at the thought, and haven't been feeling quite right. Sometimes it's so raw it feels like it happened yesterday, i cannot believe how fast the time has gone and wish he was here every second of my life right now, i wish he could guide me in the right direction and feel i ( Read more... )

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All the things i have achieved by 25...A house, a dead end job that no one recognises me sometimes, a beautiful dog which she is my whole life and a sexless relationship with a boyfriend who takes me for granted, doesnt appriecate what i do, ad raises his voice at me ocassionally and blames everything on me. I just dont know what to do anymore. Ill ( Read more... )

Can anything get any worse? Isn't mothers supposed to put family first or her endless of men coming in and out of this house? Me, me, me its all about her, she always inciniates everything that i do or say, i cant talk to her because she wont let me, or without taking it the wrong way. She doesnt care about anyone but herself ( Read more... )

Alas, my pc is back on. Had to get rebooted but a friend had done that for me and i didnt have to pay nothing ( Read more... )

Why doesnt anything make any sense?! This weekend has sucked big time. Spent most of it feeling sorry for myself and trying hard to work things out, but they never seem to make any sense at all. I dont even know what im talking about!? Mum has been away to her "boyfriend's" house, it was lucky i got some overtime last night, a waking night, which ( Read more... )