What a few days ive had. Yesterday was the worst. I got up at 6, went to work for 8, took two of my customers out for a birthday lunch, which was frustrating, then got back, went to get a huge household shop for the house, waited ages to get picked up, someone lost a set of keys so ended up looking for that, ended up staying at work til 6pm! As ( Read more... )

Im going to do something so fucking stupid if i dont get any help right now! I cant explain all these emotions i am having, its so fucking unbelievable, i really need some help

My last entry was the 6th of sept. My daddy passed away the next day, at 6:30pm. Dont know what else to say, its all a shock even though i was waiting for it, but you can never prepare yourself for it. Most of the time, i dont know how to feel, what to say, what to do, anything. Id never thought id lose him at 21, he was young ( Read more... )

Havent been doing much lately. Been working, and will be shortly starting my new job post soon, as a permanant staff at one of my fav houses i work at yay. Thats good really coz they have got rid of a team and now you would have to get your shifts from the houses and not the offices! Which is a shame, coz i kinda liked the office. Ive sent off my ( Read more... )

Yes yes yes....hello people. Back again for another update, even though i havent been on LJ for months now ( Read more... )

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Arghhh...what the hell is going on here? i HATE Blackwood, i HATE Cefn Fforest and i HATE it all!!! It wont be long until i actually get out of here, otherwise i will be going out of my head totally! I cant take much more living here...family, enviroment, just feel like wrapping myself up in my duvet and going to sleep. i cant even look at my ( Read more... )

My first entry coming back from Aberystwyth, i spend nearly two weeks up there with him and his family and mates. Everyone was amazing and his mam is lovely! She loves me to bits which is good. She didnt want me to go lol...his sisters Lois, and Alaw were lovely, his older brother Arwel i didnt see much coz of his course for work he was doing, and ( Read more... )

I cant believe its the weekend already!? Where has the time gone? On my 21st birthday, everyone told me that when you finally reach 21, the time goes by sooo fast. So it sometimes makes me feel so much better, and gives me a new outlook on life, now and again i feel like im stuck in a time warp or something, what the hell is up with that?! ( Read more... )

Well, well, well, Nice to be back on her. Seems like i havent updated for ages! Hope all is well with the happy campers ( Read more... )