Hey, this thing!

[redbeanbun]

Hey..! Oh, hey!  I sorta kinda forgot that I had one of these suckers! Is it the desire to vent my various emotional maladies to the general public, or is it my quest for frank and honest prose that returns me to these deceivingly adolescent habits? Who knows? Or, more importantly, who cares? I figure, if you don't give a shit about my life, you

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[redbeanbun]

I'm prepared to look crazy. It isn't a mean story or anything... actually, it's sort of complimentary in some ways! If he asks me about it, I don't have to say jack shit. He can go eat a fat bowl of dicks, for all I care, it's my comic, I do what I want.

also, now im hungry for more cheese.

[uryuunotme]

This is why I'll never fully fall in love with someone. :(

FFXII. I should spend my later Friday night playing that. Like you, I have no problem being a nerd. Anything that takes your mind off RL drama. Too bad I don't have an outlet like drawing but I've been intending to try oil painting. I wouldn't be very good but... I'd have a lot of fun trying it.

[redbeanbun]

Oil painting is a big time/money/effort investment, but that kind of paint does things nothing else can! So it's fun to mess around, especially if you don't have a particular goal in mind. Just make sure to keep a window open so you don't breathe the crazy people fumes that shit gives off.

[uryuunotme]

I'm already friends with turpentine. it's all good :)

[zpuppetmaster]

i'm jealous that you can draw stuff out when you feel bad, even if it's all fan art. when i feel shitty i am afraid to draw.

i'm also jealous that you work at a comic book store. i can't find a job anywhere. what good is college??

[redbeanbun]

I couldn't draw at first. Not at all! Not even one line. But once I sobered up, the desire to draw came back, and though I'm out of my element from the sabbatical I'm totally on my way back.

Also? I just heat seal disgusting used spank mags in new bags, and carry heavy boxes around all day. not as glamorous as it sounds.

[kylavanderklugt]

Hooo, well I think it's really brave (and probably cathartic for you) to make a comic about a relationship/break-up.

[redbeanbun]

it IS really cathartic! I'm sure I'll get all my feelings out drawing the rest of it, finish everything, and decide I can't show it to anyone. Which will be ridiculous because I have a deadline with four other people. BUT. AHHH. NO, IM GONNA DO IT, OH MAN, NERVOUS UHHHHHHHHH

[gutlesswonder]

Augh! I still don't understaaaaand! I hope the mysteries of what exactly happened to cause you guys to break up will be explained in your comic :o I'm proud of you for being prepared to tell him to eat some dicks though

also, likewise; jealous that you can draw when you're depressed. I totally can't. All I want to do when I'm depressed and alone is lie on the ground and stare at cartoons on the TV. And I don't even have any hindrances like alcohol to impede my motor skills! I need to just man up and draw some bully stuff. auughdkjfhg