Got some new stuff up from my Video II class. Enjoy

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So lonely. The nightmares are back. I have a therapy appointment on friday. I want this gone. This is not me

I only feel comfortable talking to someone if I'm paying them to listen. Insane. It's like there's somebody's hand over my mouth and voice in my ear. The shit that's been going through my head I would not wish on my worst enemy.

I want to ( Read more... )

I need a new workout buddy. Anyone around me wanna? Preferably someone commited to getting in shape, isnt afraid of a little pain, and doesn't mind that I havnt quit smoking yet and thus have a little weaker lungs ( Read more... )

STATISTICS YOU BASTARD!! I WILL CONQUER YOU YET!

Healthey tissue all around.

It's over

love you mom.

I LOST THE GAME

1. I hear the sound of my alarm clock. Rolling out of the satin sheets and midnight blue comforter, I turn it off and look out of the window where the red crushed velvet curtains are drawn, framing a small well tended vegetable garden. The light indicates it's about 7am ( Read more... )

You know? I tried to like her, I really did. I'd seen clueless, so i tried to read Emma. Couldn't stand it. Saw sense and sensibility, figured it was silly, but I would try to read it anyway. Hated it after a chapter. I think my main problem is ( Read more... )

So my house is loud. Really loud. This is not only due to anarchy news radio we always have blaring, or the two TVs always on 24/7, or the fact that our plumbing system has alot of old kinks in it, so whenever someone turns a faucet on in the kitchen you hear a dull roar throughout the entire house. but my family..is just loud. We're animated ( Read more... )

I just read a bunch of journal entries by a friend who I was extremely close to for a long time ( by that I mean a few years). Unfortunately we made some bad choices, and by we I mean mostly me (yeah fuck me and my libido) and turned into enemies, if you could call it that ( Read more... )