"I'm uncertain about a lot of things..."

[redcordialfizz]

Ever since February, I've been on my toes, nervous and all over the place.  Misha said I've been jumpy lately.  It's work, really.  I'm just always nervous, anxious about the next utos i'm going to get, afraid that the next person will screw up what I did so efficiently.  I'm afraid of things that are beyond my control, and it pisses the fuck out

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[summered]

sanyaaaaa i feel like we should have a girly date (van gogh?!) to talk about shit like this. honestly i'm still confuzzled with being a legit adult (meaning, knowing the answer to how do you see yourself in five years?)

And I hear you:

What do I really want?

I want to use my brain again. I want to be good at something. I want to travel. I want to stop caring and I want this to end.

[eternaloblivion]

after i first read this, narealize ko na sobrang jumpy ko rin lately. so jumpy that i get scared by my own shadow. seriously. :| what is up

[redcordialfizz]

must be the anxiety and the frustration.

mostly the frustration for me.

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