i had a nice long entry planned about a bit of ryan stuff and the incredible birthday weekend i had with my friends and my belly button piercing but none of that matters ( Read more... )

Have you ever loved somebody so much ( Read more... )

what did i do today ( Read more... )

got this from vriendelijkis :D ( Read more... )

well not too much happened today ( Read more... )

so i know i didnt really update yesterday and i should do it now cuz i have loads of stuff to say and go on and on about like i ussually do………but i dont really wanna id rather go to sleep, then do this buuuuuuuuut noooooooooooooooo im too lazy to go to bed. meh thats gotta be a new low, im too lazy to go to bed LOL. ryan would be proud ( Read more... )

Cause its all in my head ( Read more... )

i swear!!! and u know what i had a long ass entry in my head about how ryan stood me up AGAIN and how karen and i went out and went up to hilsboro and since its so clear we layed in the middle of the road staring up at the stars and what it looked like but im too fucking sad and mad and cold and all i want is too curl up in my bed and go to sleep ( Read more... )

so yea nothing really interesting happened. except Ryan. i swear he can go from being a giant butt to being the sweetest guy ever. hes coming by tomorrow to drop of a present and if im awake to watch movies with me. it was so sweet he was just about to take his roomate to the airport and he asked me what my favorite flowers were (yellow roses) ( Read more... )

really they are. they are icky icky creatures. Ryan never called me and so i called and left him a msg and guess what he was kind of to do………not call me before i had my teeth pulled! he couldve at least left me a msg he knew how much i didnt want it done cuz i dont like pain and he didnt call :( and now he has the decency to be lecturing me on ( Read more... )