I wonder if a person could forgive another person for ignoring them when they were afraid...is it possible? Would you forgive me? I do miss having you as a friend...I'm just terrible at relationships, and get so scared so easily. It's asking alot, but consider it? I hurt you deeply, and for that I'd sell my soul to make you feel better.  I hope you ( Read more... )

Well, Ohayocon was the fucking shit!! I hung out with all the coolies peoples, like Mao, Chynna, Rue, Toshiya, Kyo, Matt, Kyria, and randomly GRR. It was possibly the best con ever, thanks to all the wonderful peoples who were there. And a special thanks to Bill and Sophie for letting me work for them, and the alimighty props go to Matt, cause he ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for everything

Even with the sun shining, I cannot feel it's warmth---The cloud above me is eternal, and the moon unforgiving. The soul has withered, the body perished---this person of mine isn't even worthy of being puked upon by screaming maggots---so please, give me your headache, your nonsense, and your sorrowful voice, all your bitching and moaning is ( Read more... )

By reaching up, you can feel the cold

By smiling down, you can kill the voice

By placing your foot forward, you can see the future

By holding my hand, you can't see the light

When you see the door, step through it into the cold air

Step lightly on the slippery plane, the ice is thin here

Watch out for the cracks-don't want to see what's really ( Read more... )

This is just a little fucked up, methinks...



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110lbs.
5'6"
white
blonde

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here are some images of the Dream Along with Mickey show in front of the Castle in MK. It's really cute.  There ( Read more... )

Woot. 19 now. yay for birthdays. i gotta go to work soon. watched fantasmic twice this week. i love that show. and watched dream along with mickey, and took pictures. ill put them up soon, so ya'll can see mickey's cute outfit. theres a video too..with fireworks and music. saw pooh and tigger today. i did my hair too, and when i finished, i looked ( Read more... )

okay, it's official. I'm going to self-terminate in November. I'm tired of conforming to what they want. I need to be me! Dammit...I know I'm disappointing so many people, but I just cannot stay here anymore. I hate being poor all the time, I hate not having peircings or fun hair or just dressing up VK style and going out. Uruha-kun, sweetest ( Read more... )