hit by a bolt of...

[redemption_song]

something i don't know. i just realized she now knows everything. has she been reporting back to them all this time. what an invasion of privacy, pretending to be someone else to gain access to my life, my world. sleeping with the enemy that whats i did. how do these people fine me, how do they know from when they first meet me that then can easily

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[ex_5thbusine842]

wow...
that's f*cked. its all too fraky for me.

[ex_5thbusine842]

freaky*. heh.

[mokshamoksha]

aw sorry to hear that's happening. i don't know all the ins and outs of it but that's gotta suck in any case.

Hey sugah

[kissthisfem]

"gawd it would be so easy, so simple. OUT her to her Muslim father. i wouldn't even have to try, i know his name, where he works, i have connections it would be so simple. gawd i want to, i really want to hurt her. i really want to be that vindictive."

Most humans have similar feelings of retribution at some times in their lives. However, wise ones do not act on these feelings. You have done well to control yourself. I know how difficult self control is in these matters. I do.

It must be so hard because I know how much in love you were. I cannot imagine your pain on finding all of this out. I hope, since this is an old post, that you have been able to get on the path of healing and move ahead...finally.

Bless your heart. You have been through so much.

I wish you well. I wish you happiness. I wish you a life free from suffering. I wish you peace.

Cheers!

Kelly