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...lately ain't been so good.
I hate ta whine. Its not in my nature to, ya know? But hey.. I figured I got this journal thingy, I might as well use it as an actual journal thingy. Doubt anyone's gonna care enough ta actually hack this ol' thing either way.
Things have been better than they were. I mean my nose healed up, my eyesight went back ta normal an' wi' the extra money I get from workin' at KC, it ain't such a struggle ta make ends meet. That's a huge load offa my mind, an' I guess I got Kaiba ta thank fer that.
Speakin' of which, I totally don't get him. One moment we're talkin', not as if we're friends or nothin', but as if we're.. ya know, jes' TALKIN'. Then he'll suddenly go all.. cold 'an stuff, an' walk off. Its.. so confusin'. I mean heck.. I wouldn't mind bein' friends with t'jerk, cos even though neither of us would admit it, we're kinda alike in some ways.
But I mean.. he smacked me in t'face again t'other night. Okay, so he was drunk.. but not EVERYONE are violent assholes when they get drunk. Less I jes' attract them or somethin'. Which probably works out somewhere along t'way
Almost made me quit. I mean.. FUCK IT. Like HELL I was gonna work somewhere where I got physically abused, only ta go home ta have t'same done ta me. But Kaiba said sorry.. an heck, he NEVER says sorry.. so I decided ta give him another chance.
This year is already off ta a bad start. I got a card for my birthday from my sister. Nowt else. Well, since no-one knows when my birthday is I guess.. thats okay. Or I tell myself that anyway. Valnetines Day blew as well.. nothin' that day.
Mebbe things'll perk up in t'summer. I hate bein' all down like this.. it sucks