Solving MY OWN labyrinth.

May 29, 2006 00:34

Since I've decided to face and solve MY OWN labyrinth that is my life, only two days ago, everything is going from bad to worse. Within only two days, I've learned important lessons, but I haven't accept all of them. I've learned that I shouldn't judge people, especially my sister. She's the only person who give a damn about me and I have no one ( Read more... )

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redhairedcuttie May 31 2006, 16:14:51 UTC
I don't really know. For many reason, I guess. I mean, I was stupid, naive, too good. A softie who let people stomp on her. I always respected my mother, even if she doesn't respect me. There's no word to describe how cruel she is. When I was a child and a teenager, she beated, hitted me constantly. I was bathered and bruised and when I was complaining to my psy in school, my mother told her I did this to myself to attract attention. I tried to talk to some teachers, social workers, they always believed my mother and my mother made sure I was labeled as a liar, a person who want to attract attention and a freak. My mother got rid of me and I was send to a youth center for teenagers. She took me home every week-end and she made my life a living hell. She called me names, told me I wasn't normal because I had neurological problems. I was hyperactivity disorder and it wasn't my fault If I was born like that. The doctor gave her pills for me, but she didn't follow his instructions. She literally drugged me so I would stay quiet. And some ( ... )

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redhairedcuttie June 1 2006, 05:41:46 UTC
First of all, astral projection can't be dangerous. This is ridiculous. Most of us don't control it because we have no experience and we do that in our sleep. And since we don't have the experience to control it and we do that in our sleep whether we want it or not, if it was indeed dangerous, well a lot of people would be in trouble by now. Most of the time, I'm perfectly aware that I'm going through astral projection in my sleep when I am. There's a big difference between astral projection dream and ordinary dream. For example, in astral projection dreams, your senses are greatly magnified and when you wake up, you're paralyzed, you can't move for a few seconds because your astral body is going back inside your physical body. Astral projection can't be dangerous for most people do it because they can't control it. I've never heard about anyone having problems because of that. Anyway, dangerous or not... I'm not scared. I've learned today that I have to take risks. I've been fleeing for far too long. Besides, just like the rest of us ( ... )

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