The Good ( Read more... )

Today was better than I thought it would be ( Read more... )

I'll be gone over the weekend, and I won't get back until laaaaaaaaate tomorrow. I'll have my phone, though.

<3

This is what's new.

-I'm off grounding.

-I have a new favorite movie/obsession: The Crow.

-Yes, I AM dating Joseph. <3 ( Read more... )

Mmmmyeah... so I had a truly shitty day. I actually had my bags packed and was figuring out which direction would get me further, quicker... but. Life goes on. Then I got on aim for a long period of time... and he's pretty magical about cheering me up... so I'm good.

Man, I love my life. <3

So I was reading through my diary, and I found something I'd written that made me laugh so hard I nearly cried. "What's that smell? Ah, such sweet fodder for teen angst ( Read more... )

All in all- I've had a fucking awesome week. It's been amazing, really ( Read more... )

This started as a reply to Josh and Kelsey's comments on my last entry... but it became long enough for it's own entry ( Read more... )

I feel like someone native to a third-world country. Someone who spends all of their life whispering to friends about a land of milk and honey, a land that would provide and nourish their gaunt figures. One day an opportunity never even dreamed of arises and they grab it, traveling in secret to the heaven with the high walls. Once there, they work ( Read more... )

I'm SICK of being an emotional roller coaster.
I'm SICK of being screamed at when I'm depressed.
I'm SICK of causing the people around me pain.
I'm SICK of being ignored.
I'm SICK of being treated like shit.
I'm SICK of the memories.
I'm SICK of being the outsider.
I'm SICK of waiting.

I want all of this to be over so badly.