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So the other day my mom and I get into a huge fight. It also involved my brother. I won't go into the details, but we've never had a fight this big before. I called Dale upset and told him I wanted to move to California. I was angry, I was upset, and I wanted to leave. I still think it's a good idea. I was wrong in telling him that because I ( Read more... )

Hopefully tomorrow I can get close to 151 dollars back for my Spanish book. Who knew that you would have to buy a text book, CD's, and a workbook for an online class? I found today how to cheat the quizzes, and I finished every single quiz and test tonight. All I have left is to record my oral comprehension, send that into my professor, and I'm ( Read more... )

I hate how I try to make things better for myself and others and it only leads to rejection and embarassment. I'm becoming more and more uncomfortable with certain situations and people. I'm having horrible mood swings...

So I had this idea tonight. I'm sitting here doing my Spanish, and I read something about the second course for Spanish starting in July. It suddenly occurs to me that I could take more classes this summer to get through with them to make room in the Fall. Means I would have to miss vacation, but ohwell, it's just camping. Then I go check the ( Read more... )

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I'll update since so many of you are complaining. No, only one person has really complained. I know my life could be worse, but that's what always makes me feel bad when I whine about it. My nausea started coming back...really bad. I'm not really showing yet, either. I tend to bloat up, get gas or something and my mom freaks out and thinks I'm ( Read more... )

I've come to realize why being alone sometimes is so much better than having other people influence your life in such a dramatic way. Someone is trying to set things straight with me and I appreciate that. Maybe there will still be a friendship if things can change ( Read more... )

Ever since being home, I'm back to the same old drama. I've always considered myself a blunt person, so this entry might offend some people, but I really don't care. How can you be blunt and care what other people think? Right now I'm starting to experience some mood shifts. Mostly, I'm just getting worse at how I was before. Such as being ( Read more... )

So today my dad finally acknowledged that I'm pregnant. It's not that he'd been avoiding it, but he finally said something about it. He said, "From now on, please try and not fight with Cody, he doesn't need to get upset. And neither do you." We found out last night that the cardiologist thinks Cody might have a hole in his heart. We'll find ( Read more... )