thinking

[redheadmexican]

as i continue to have a very connecting with myself break, i continue to think. my grandfather just moved into my house this week, because his body has giving up on him. 75 % use of his lungs are gone, he can't walk to the bathroom or even just lay in bed without being completely out of breath. and then there is my grandmother who lived with us for

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[anonymous]

I know exactly how you feel. My Grandmother lived with me for eight years and recently had to go to a nursing facility due to the fact that her body had given out on her and my mother couldn't take care of her. It is truly sad to see this women whose mind is completely there but only 40% of her heart is working and that park is scared. It is funny how I think a lot of people our age don't necessarily see life and death at early ages. Also at college we have these nice bubbles which help us escape the realities happening at home. I apologize if this doesn't make sense. All I know is that I completely realize how fragile life is now and the best thing to do is just live life while we are able to. I hope everything works out for you grandparents and your mom. I know this is a tough time for everyone.

karestin

[sarahchandesu]

i love you baby, i'm always here for you <3