Losing Control

[redlifesava9987]

Ok...its a saturday night @ almost 2AM and im like 1000 miles from any civilization. Egypt....actually..to tell the truth im glad im here for once. Im seriously so stressed about everything...school/work/drama/family its insane and i really just need some down time to relax. And by the way im dying without a comp @ home

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[anonymous]

hey jax- dont worry i wasnt at the "rozea household partay" either, i feel a lil left out to but thats ok - sounds like u had a bit of an emotional weekend, well im always here - love ya - katherine

i love you peaches <3 <3 <3

[arewethere_yet]

ok reading your journal made me really upset man...i guess its b/c i understand and i know what it feels like when family just doesnt understand why u have a relationship with someone...but listen ur a much better person then me tho b/c u can stand up to dad (joe) and tell him that your not using egypt dad, and thats something really important and i cant do it and that hurts more when u lie about it and aren't open. your not a jealous person jacks, honestly u have so much going 4 u that u dont need 2 be, and i never mean to have anyone feel left out but sometimes its impossible to appease everyone cuz everyone has a different view of "fun" but thats what makes us all friends, we all like 2 do (most of) the same things...ok whoah this so shouldnt be this long sorry! im really happy u r "unwinding" and giving yourself time in egypt and getting that relationship back w/ mikey, bev, and ur dad will make u think differently (in a good way) about lots of things...as 4 the nogen channel shit, i'll tape it 4 ya whenever u want! so ill