Pressure Points

[redmagnetic]

I don't have a problem with aging. I have never felt better in my physical body. Health is peaking and riding. Sex drive is nearly animal status and at times, uncontrollable, manic. Desire is blooming like a cut. I have a ripe welling of passion and interest in everything. What is that thing that leaves me feeling a profound sadness when I look

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Hi, Erika. It was really nice to find your response last week. I really don't get on here very much at all and I have been pretty disconnected to my writing mind. My paper journal is quite bare lately and when I finally decide to focus, I feel very overwhelmed with where to begin. I can't really write when anyone is around or in my space. I'm still at home with my little one though Sylvan is in school all day. It's still home school around here five days a week. After they go to bed, I'm having personal time with my guy and well, it seems I can never carve out the time to really chip away at some of my unconscious dilemmas. Have so much I am inspired about and so much I want to do that it leaves me frayed. I appreciate your taking the time to reply and touch on forgiveness. It's such a major theme for me in the last five years. Without divulging too much, it is the residual of the emotional and physical traumas I experienced with Sylvan's dad. You remember John? I had some similar issues with the guy I was with just before John and I