Comments | redneck05: ALL FUCKED UP!

redneck05

ALL FUCKED UP!

Mar 04, 2005 23:29

I love how im not fucking wanted.. I love how I make you mad. I love how I piss you off to where you just walk away. I love how im ugly. I love how I fucked up. I love how I have nothing to live for. I love how I come home at night to cry. I love how you ignore me when others are around. I love how im not skinny like everyone else. I love how I ( Read more... )

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southernqt428 March 5 2005, 14:18:36 UTC

hey its danielle, i love you and if u need anything you can call me anytime thats why im here :) *954*465*9971 -dani

redneck05 March 6 2005, 18:17:30 UTC

thank you.. but the more i think about it the worse it gets..

painwithinme March 5 2005, 17:43:56 UTC

Nichole you always have me here for you.. I really hope he changes the way hes going about this that way you can be happy again.

I love you!

redneck05 March 6 2005, 18:18:35 UTC

yea last night i went out and drank a lot. to the point where i could still drive tho and i had it off my mind. im not going to let him get me down anymore. ive tried way too hard for him to put me through this and tell me im not trying.. w/e. hes stubborn. im stubborn theres a big clash there..

butt_face457 March 6 2005, 17:04:18 UTC

I tried calling you last night to see how you were doin, gimme a call hun I LOVE YOU!

redneck05 March 6 2005, 18:19:30 UTC

sorry ive been busy and my fone i threw way too hard so yea.. i got a new one! lol! this is my 10th nextel!! hell yea!!lol. i love you too jenna and im doing fine now tho because beer takes your mind off a lot of things!! loL!

butt_face457 March 6 2005, 18:23:28 UTC

hahahaha nice!

redhdslikeithot March 7 2005, 03:52:42 UTC

If you are seriously interested in seeing a psychologist, I have the name and number of one. She helped me through some rough times and I think you'd like her. I LOVE YOU. Know that there are a million of us that care about you and would DIE if we had to go to your funeral. Don't even talk like that! We may fight or have "words" now and then but you KNOW we all love you. LIFE SUCKS and shit happens, but you need to know that things will not always be the same, and it will all eventually work out. I can't sit here and tell you I know what you're going through, but I hate to see you upset. I hate to see you sit there and laugh when I know you're crying inside. Hang in there, you're a lot stronger than you think.

clayaikenchiki March 7 2005, 17:03:07 UTC

Oh Sweetie!

Just hang in there. The pain of losing will fade, but it may take a while. Take it from someone who has been there - it's really hard to lose someone you love.

And stay away from the booz - That's not Goo :-\

Misty