i finally realize why i feel like i need a girlfriend. Whenever i am single, i get a manic-depression going, and i feel really insecure and i can never keep my mind on the topic at hand. and i just dont like what i am. I have learned that when i have a gf, that i am more confident, out going, out spoken, more just a better person in general. i ( Read more... )

I have been so happy lately and yeh its just awesome right now. I am a little stress out by the amount of work that i have had lately, but i feel that i have a steady flow of work-play-study goin on right now and i dunno. i will see in a few weeks if i am going to have to drop eitehr the play or the work sector of my life ( Read more... )

god i am gonna take this back about three months. to one of the best weeks of my life. I just found some pics from ocean city, and man that week was great everything about it was good. it sucks that i cant hang out with brandon cause yeh he is 18 hours away and yeh he is just a great kid.. and other things about that week were awesome to, some ( Read more... )

so stressed out lately... i have a couple papers to write, and a couple exams that i have to study for. i have been staying out so much lately and i can't handle it anymore i am going crazy and i am just stressing out hardcore.. really tired too... i am having depates about a girl i like... or two girls i like neither one seems to be headed in a ( Read more... )

so stressed out lately... i have a couple papers to write, and a couple exams that i have to study for. i have been staying out so much lately and i can't handle it anymore i am going crazy and i am just stressing out hardcore.. really tired too... i am having depates about a girl i like... or two girls i like neither one seems to be headed in a ( Read more... )

It's so nice sitting very still ( Read more... )

ok, so last night i was at kathys room with a whole buncha people and i really wanted to get to bed early last night.. i did.. 330am.. woke up at 640.. i am so going to class, then comin home and crashing!!! last night was good times though.... hehe another "just what i needed" sorta nights. i am so unbelieveably tired though, like it isnt ( Read more... )

been chillen out lately, trying to keep busy, its working pretty well, been hanging out with more people, and meeting new people and being more social so i guess things are pretty good right now... so yesterday was the shittiest day of my life, but only cause i stalled out at the dumb and got stuck there for about an hour.. but it was good, ( Read more... )

only song on my mind is Keith Urban - You'll think of me ( Read more... )

last night was so unbelieveably fun.. i went to vivos with nicole, after my mom took a million and one pictures.. we met chris and kari there. then we went to the dance.. gay music, but i got to dance with nicole, and we got to hang out so all is good. then i took nicole to her car and let her go, and i hugged her forever.. anyways.. went inside ( Read more... )