Comments | rednosedmoose: Why is nothing something and everything all at once, but still nothing?

rednosedmoose

Why is nothing something and everything all at once, but still nothing?

Oct 22, 2004 02:18

I feel dead. Completely apathetic to life. I just feel shut off. Nothing is going on inside. I have thoughts, but I don't feel about them. That being said, I have been taking on whatever emotion is around me. A chameleon of company I guess. When I talk to someone that is happy, I'm happy. When I talk with someone that is mad, I'm mad. I have lost ( Read more... )

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im_waking_empty October 22 2004, 10:27:51 UTC

i care.

rednosedmoose October 22 2004, 17:46:11 UTC

Thanks Cool-een. I appreciate that. The world needs more carers...ummm carings?...people that care...yeah, we'll go with that

wonderpup October 22 2004, 11:54:37 UTC

I am such a bitch

rednosedmoose October 22 2004, 17:47:25 UTC

WOW! That went over my head. But okay. No, you aren't a bitch. Let it be known that you can, however, be very testy. And not the male anatomy type.

wonderpup October 22 2004, 21:13:00 UTC

Trust me, you have no clue why I just said what I said. But it's not in the pleasant 'I am such a good friend' category. It's for an entirely different reason than whatever you are thinking right now.

rednosedmoose October 22 2004, 22:57:58 UTC

right...okay then...YAY for you! Congratulations. You're a bitch for whatever reason that you deemed especially cheeky, but is much too good to be put out in the open. If that's what you want to be thought of anyhow.

loudgrrl4_ever October 22 2004, 11:58:27 UTC

Moody, you are so emo.

rednosedmoose October 22 2004, 17:52:10 UTC

Just because my hair is black, I listen to deep and sadful independent music, don't go out looking for sex, don't drink or smoke, think there is beauty in things related to death, look down a lot, and have no problem with people liking each other as long as its not just physical, like my bangs in front of my eyes, and want a pair of those black rimmed glasses, does not make me emo....You have to be a vegan to be emo. Duh!

rednosedmoose October 22 2004, 23:00:54 UTC

Actually, I just had a thought. Why are emo kids called emo? I mean, they are all deep and insightful and what not, but the only emotion they seem to express is sorrow (and a little misery) They are never happy or angry or anything else. That really isn't very emotional at all. Hmmmm it's a paradox me thinks.

margie_kay October 22 2004, 21:42:08 UTC

1. who doesn't want those glasses?? (all right so I don't need them, but the fact remains they are cool)
2. I'm sure you have more people caring about you than you realize, you are many things to many people (son, friend, role-model, etc).
3. Not sure of what else to say but I felt bad because when I felt like poo you would say something deep and insightful (and by that I mean completely off the wall) and cheer me up, I was just trying to return the favor. I hope it worked.

rednosedmoose October 22 2004, 23:05:31 UTC

1.) nobody. they are *ahem* tight.
2.) oh, I 'm sure I do. don't get me wrong. I realize lots of people care. that's not what the post was about. the opposite actually. I don't really care...not other people. I'm not saying nobody likes me. on the contrary, lots of people like me (I think) and I appreciate that. (ALTHOUGH I DID HAVE NOBODY TO GO OUT WITH TONIGHT AND WAS FORCED TO DRIVE AROUND FOR 2 HOURS LISTENING TO THE RADIO AND GOING TO TWO DIFFERENT WAL-MARTS. That is all)
3.) ahhh thanks. it did. sorta. but again, I don't really feel down or depressed.

chiq86 October 23 2004, 06:09:19 UTC

Maybe you should try skydiving... then you would feel fear, and it would not be because the person skydiving next to you is falling, but because you are falling, and that is scary. And that would be feeling emotion. And then it would be longer than a few fleeting seconds because I imagine skydiving takes longer than just a few seconds. And then afterwards you would feel a FLOOD of joy that your parachute opened in time.

If not that, try listening to Britney Spears. I think skydiving is to fear as Britney Spears is to anger. And at the end, you will again have a sensation of joy that the song is over.

Just trying to help,
Sam.

rednosedmoose October 24 2004, 02:05:38 UTC

The problem with sky diving is: what if your parachute DIDN'T open? Ahhh no he didn't! That would be some not happy shiznit right there, ya know? But yeah, I agree on the Spears thing. Toxic Tongue! Toxic Tongue!

chiq86 October 24 2004, 02:10:58 UTC

well then you would experience a degree of fear that I think few people on this earth have experienced. And then you would feel pain. And then maybe die. or you would feel anger that you are in a body cast and have to use a bedpan. Or joy that the nurse who gives you spongebaths is hot. Or anger, fear, and dread when she isn't.

Fo sho, Britney could be considered a WMD.

4_u_2_notice October 26 2004, 09:42:07 UTC

that has to be the funniest thing ive ever read...