ok... so i have been having troubles with my car lately. It sometimes wont start and lately it hasnt been starting. So i prayed about what i should do with the car... and i felt that God put on my heart to keep it, and not sell it right now. I dont know why because in my eyes its a peice of junk.lol and i tried to explain how i felt to my mom, and ( Read more... )

Note to self: Time to get rid of the mindset of flesh, and think in spirit as Jesus would have. STOP COMPLAINING!

Thanks for that insight Lord.

As much as i long for and crave the Love of God. His Glory, mercy, faithfulness, his spirit... and i find such happiness deeper then anyone just simply "living" for this world could ever feel. But.. this might be wrong of me, or maybe just human nature... Sometimes i feel all alone. I feel like im the only person searching for more of God, more of ( Read more... )

sometimes late at night i reflect on my life, past.. present.. and future.. and i usually find myself sad and down because of all the bad things ive done, been through, witnessed... all the mistakes ive made, all the times ive acted horrible.. said things i didnt mean, looked in the mirror and hated myself for the live i lived. I used to find ( Read more... )

I took some awesome pictures on my trip! Too bad im not a paying member or ide share them. Im glad i finally overcame some fears i had and took some chances! Here ill list some things i did on on my trip that i have never done before....as odd as it may be... here goes nothin ( Read more... )

I'm gonna miss the simple town full of memories ( Read more... )

Well... Im leaving Monday, so i only have a few days to gather my thoughts before i go away for a couple weeks... so far all i have going through my mind is #1. Lord, Guide my feet on the path you have for me. and #2. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! thats about all for now.

People have often asked me, "how can you get up in front of people and sing the way you do?" and i usually reply "its what i love to do" but you know, i am still human, and more times then not i look at people or places and think to myself.. how can i do this? and a slow panic starts to set in, starting in my knees that want to stay in my seat to ( Read more... )

we are only here for a short time, and we only have this one life. why do we waste so much of it on this world? and crap? why do we waste away and put God on hold until we FEEL like talking to him, or FEEL like reading his word or serving him or praising him? we are just passing through this life.. day by day by day.. and after we die.. we face ( Read more... )

Ive been meaning to update, i just cant find the words it seems to describe my feelings... Sometimes i feel like a bird trapped in a cage... all i have are the same bars surrounding me, the same perch to sit on... the same window to look out of day after day ( Read more... )