i'm pregnant ( Read more... )

got back on track... i've been clan since that last post and going to meetings everyday ( Read more... )

I’m so fucked up ( Read more... )

so after thursday night i quit drinking again.lets just say i'll really never go back to work now because of the embarassment ( Read more... )

i can't do this. more importantly, i don't WANT TO DO THIS> another 18 months without a fucking drink? that's ridiculous. not being able to work even if i don't drink or use ( Read more... )

I'm not going to a meeting today. I'm fed up with the brainwashing and the God bullshit ( Read more... )

So I haven't even gotten a week sober and already I'm messing up the journal? good times ( Read more... )

ok., sort of weird ( Read more... )

I cried in AA today. Thats all I did today. I guess it was good to have something to get me up. Something to put on eyeliner for ( Read more... )

So I just went to check my phone before I got in the shower and the GM at one of my clubs had called. He's trying to get me to come back-- said he let two of his other girls go as well as the other manager because of what happened ( Read more... )