Today HAD the potential to be great. but it was not ( Read more... )

um. misery was good ( Read more... )

new york today. actually not happy with the whole ordeal ( Read more... )

NYC tomorrow.
i'm excited.
met and shopping.

get out of my head.

mmm. that last entry was partly me wallowing. when really.. there is nothing to wallow about.

life is grand.

weeeeeee off to play some guitar. cuz i haven't in a while.

mmmm. sometimes i hate life.

but today was still decent. because i wore the cutest hat. and went shopping. and bought a prom dress. and some sheet music.

so that's a day brightener. i suppose.

weekend = lots of fun.

last night = not. chinese food prally a bad idea. i got massively ill from something. i don't know what. but ummm yea there was vomiting involved. and today i slept until... mmm now.

ugh.

i need to go elsewhere.

we could discuss that. yes ( Read more... )

um so. i hate being happy and then questioning my happiness.

because when i question it i just get so confused.
and i had a very enlightening talk with corey today and it really made me think.

time for a test drive.

ya know. i wrote this entry about being lonely.

and i just had this remarkable conversation...

and now i can't stop smiling.

so now i'm gonna go watch snl. :)