today i was doing a painting and i had a major breakdown and then i freaked out and scraped it all off and did it over and it is obvious i had a breakdown when you look at it. i might be going to italy this summer to study puppetry and teaching but only maybe.

i am going out of my mind. why was i laughing hysterically before? yeah that picture of me as a little kid with the popsicle and the red sunglasses is funny, but is it that funny? and was my old lady dream that funny that time? oh well, i think i have just come to accept that my mind does not really work like other peoples, but with this get worse ( Read more... )

so here is the thing, i am so sick of these white walls that surround me. it is tiring. today tad and i were walking on the road by campus and i spotted an envelope containing seventy dollars. after debating what to do with this money, we decided to give it to the guy that owns the diner near where we found it incase anybody comes looking. also. i ( Read more... )

tonight i met big pete of the famed pete and pete. my life totally makes sense now. things will never be the same. thanks.

i am at school. my apartment is nice. i get to see tad every time. it is good to be back. today i almost died. you see, i was riding my bicycle in traffic and a woman opened her door in my face. i was not hurt. nor was the woman, for she saw me and pulled her door in. classes are good, but too expensive. i am itchy. thank you for your time.

yesterday was fun because i got to visit da5 and we ate cooler ranch doritos, not to be confused with cool ranch doritos which were in fact much "cooler".

also, his apartment has more religious imagery than ours--it is very excellent.

i have to pack
i ride my new bike a lot
i get furniture
i visit old friends
i forget to pack everything that i really need
i finish a present
i smile because this is the week that ends with being back.

heat rash all over my arm, hopefully my love wont be too scared to come near me today.

some things are stinky but they are almost over and really, i have never been so happy in my whole life, which i am sure will be exceeded come august 30th.

i knew today would be awesome when i got stug by a bee on my eyelid first thing this morning.