The Unnamed Feeling - Master Post
The Unnamed Feeling
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Beta:candygramme (Main Story)
Wordcount: ~ 44k (Main Story) / ~ 40k (Interlude)
Warnings (Main Story): Homophobia, graphic violence, alcohol abuse, het
Warnings (Interlude): Heavily triggery and somewhat spoilery material. Please refer to the respective posts for more info.
Summary: Jensen and his buddy David live the rockstar life. There's no use for anything different in their world. They have the attitude to show for it and for a long time, they get away with it. Then Jared joins rock band Martyry as Jensen's new guitar tech and forces them to face their inner demons. At the same time, the more Jared learns about Jensen, he has to ask himself: How much is he willing to forgive for love?
A/N: The interlude elaborates my OC David's background story and includes appearances from Jensen. It can be read at any point, but I feel like it has the most impact if read before the last chapter of the main story.
IMPORTANT A/N: I'm currently re-writing this story, as upon re-visting it, the story feels like a rough draft to me and originally it was planned to be much longer anyway, therefore the links to the journal entries are down for now. The pdf files will remain available until the new version is finished.
The Unnamed Feeling - Main Story:
1 - Only for the Weak // 2 - The Unnamed Feeling // 3 - Gehenna //
4 - Forgive Me // 5 - Dead Memories // 6 - Torn // 7 - Sulfur
// The Unnamed Feeling - PDF //
“I just wanna get the fuck away from me
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I hate it all, why? Why? Why me?”
~ Metallica "The Unnamed Feeling"
Interlude - David:
1 // 2 // 3(A) // 3(B) // 4
// The Unnamed Feeling: Interlude - David - PDF //
“They dedicate their lives,
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win…”
~ Metallica "The Unforgiven"
Art by emattbax:
// Master Post //
Thank you:
emattbax for creating such amazing art - I really love your style.
candygramme for providing a fast and thorough beta job.
wendy for making the spn-j2-bigbang possible this year.