hhhmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

Im bored ( Read more... )

I was told that I am an "alcoholic calculus doer ( Read more... )

Jef, email me and tell me you're ok. I had a bad dream.

i wanna go home. so bad. i can't keep it up, the happiness, the friendliness. i dont want to meet new people, they never like me anyways. I wanna go home where people know and love me. even tho at home most of my bestfreinds decided they hated something about me and stoped talking to me. am i just a horrible person to be around? am i bitchy? am i ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm here. I'm not strong enough to do this. It's so hard, all the work, all the remembering, all the adjusting, and what for? just to get out of maple ridge? was it all that bad? I guess it must have been, I just miss the people. I miss all my freinds and all the people I had fun with. I would have been in my gr 12 year. I would ( Read more... )

ok.... im really really homesick at the moment. It sucks quite a bit. I don't want to go to the dance cuz I dont know anyone. well i do, but if I was home I would be so pumped... you know? Its just different, so I'm homesick. And I got the net so I was talkign to people. You know how it goes... damn, why the hell am I here? Can anyone answer me?

AHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

There's not even anyone else on fucking line. No one else gets riddiculous cerfews. I understand if its a car cerfew. I understand if your car has a cerfew. That I can handle. But fuck! Im 17 fucking years old! Everyone else is prolly out partying and having a great time. But no.... when Im set to leave to spend the next year of my life in hell, ( Read more... )