Don't read this, please.

Jun 09, 2004 01:05


I got bored and took cool pictures. Don't look, they're stupid.





Blury but I love that dog.






Weird picture.








Summer sky = so pretty.












These pictures are weird. I like them though.



I've been thinking about a ton of stuff recently. I talked a lot with some of my family when they were over today. About my uncle's wedding, relationships of people in my family. It was weird/cool.

I never realized how much I am appreciated. That probably sounds terribly conceited but it made me really happy just to hear little things people had to say. I know I probably don't make half the people who I really appreciate feel appreciated. I'm bad at that.

Have you ever had one of those people in your life who you thought was the greatest person you could ever meet? Someone you loved, who you really looked up to. I don't know exactly what I'm getting at. I've lost a lot of respect for that person in my life recently. Not so much respect but I don't really look up to them anymore. I don't think people realize how much they affect other people, that or they don't care. I had a really hard time talking about this tonight, like on the verge of tears. I don't understand myself. This is stupid.
And you know your best friend? I don't know if I really have a best friend. Things are weird. I feel like I don't have that person to call at three in the morning just to talk to because it's been a bad week. There are tons of people who I would love to hear from at three in the morning. I wouldn't feel comfortable calling someone to tell them my problems. I don't doubt that there are a handful of people that I could call if I needed someone to talk to but I wouldn't. There's something wrong with me. Why am I even writing this? Seriously.
Today was pretty cool. I got to talk to some really great people.

Yesterday was a lot of fun. We should do that again sometime.

I'm hanging out with EVERYONE this summer. It will be the best.

It has been decided that I should shut up forever.

Kaley.
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