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I would love to say that I’ve been so busy lately, I have no time to update but that would be a lie. Everything has just been like Groundhog Day and it doesn’t look like it will stop anytime soon. I wake up between 5:30-5:45, take a rinse to wake me up, get mostly dressed, wake up Will, potty time, dress him, finish dressing myself, put contacts/makeup on, grab a banana or a box of raisins for Will & take him to school. (Wait, it gets exciting). After dropping him off across town to HeadStart - at exactly 7:30 - I have to catch the highway and speed as fast as possible, without getting caught, to be in class just before 8. I “hahaha” with some strangers & learn “important topics” like giving a speech, anatomy (I’m only in it for billing!), & computers (btw, a 6 wk class has just been finished today - less than 2wks). 2:50, I’m out of class & back to speeding across town to pick up will before 3:15. If I pick Will up 3:15 or later, I get a tardy slip for Christ’s sake! And 3 tardy slips equal expulsion for the child. They won’t even offer to sign them up for the aftercare program! We go home, do homework, eat dinner, bathe, sleep. And then repeat the entire process all over again.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m so happy to be going to a fast paced school & know that as soon as I graduate there will be a job waiting for me. I’m very appreciative to the fact that my parents are good enough people to allow Will & I to come back home & live with them while I get everything situated. It just bores me to death! I still feel like I’m 18 here - except with a child. The fact that this is the first time in a long time that I don’t have a job is odd. And then I became complacent to the fact that Garrett’s child support would be coming in so I didn’t feel like it was a necessity for me. So long as I had money to pay school, the storage unit, & gas, the rest was easy. And then somehow Garrett lost his job & now, there is no child support coming in.
Sidebar: How the fuck did he lose his job as manager?? Of a freakin’ Whataburger for crying out loud!? All of his jobs have been obtained through connections. 1st job was with a preacher’s kid & youth director/ helper/parent/whatever, 2nd job was through a buddy, 3rd job was b/c his family ate their once a week for so many years everyone there knew him (but not his real personality), & this last job was b/c he went to church w/ the people that run the company. When corporate moved, they moved & he was left by himself as a manager so…idk, I just really wonder what he did to get fired from a fast food restaurant.
Back to this stupid long rant….I’ve applied at 4 different job last weekend. No call backs. And it was just for seasonal work. I guess they’re not okay with strictly being able to work the weekends. I’ve looked online too. They have things to be a secret shopper but I’ve never done that before. Do they give you the money to shop before or do they reimburse you? Because that’d be awesome. Tell me what to buy and I’ll buy it & then give you a report on the service. Have me pay for it first & then hope to get reimbursed quickly? Then that’s just a no can do. Any other ideas on jobs? At this point, I’d even walk dogs…but it’d have to be after 3:30 or 4 o’clock because of school.
And don’t even bother to ask about my personal life. The guy I see the most in my life is Will - and even though it’s “cute”, it’s really bothersome sometimes. I’m 25, single, (I think) have a good sense of humor, and an open personality….let me lose some more weight but..I think I’m an average catch.
Ugh, I’m done being emo for the night. Tell me something good. Did you have a great day? Is your favorite band being more awesome than usual? Did you see another youtube video of a baby dancing to “Single Ladies”? Let me know.
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