Lesseeeeeeee.... on Friday... Brianna came over, as usual. Hung out with Brian. It felt weird, though. Cause. It was friday and I wasn't doing anything with Cassandra. It felt wrong. But, yeah, after they all left, I can't remember if Cassandra called me, or if I called her, but we wound up doing something. =D Lol. When I got to her house there was ( Read more... )

Ummm... yeah... not really much to write about. too tired. I lost my expensive assed calculator I need for school. >.< My Dad won't be happy bout that. Well, hopefully he'll never find out. Bwahahahahaha. It's really odd when you introduce people to each other then they want to fuck. o.o;;.... Um, yeah. Lalalala. Not much happened. Finally got ( Read more... )

hash man, hash

Ok, everyone I have a question. Let's say you had a really good friend who made you feel great all the time but now all that person does it depress you? And lets say it's not their fault. Like, let's say you want more from them than they can give? And you realize this is selfish, but because they can't give you this, you're always very depressed ( Read more... )

Yayayayayay Cassandra called me. And things are good and happy. <3 She doesn't hate me. And I apologized and stuff for being stupid. I think I'm stupid because I need better meds, even though I protest meds. Oh well. YAY

I wanted to call Liz just now... I wanna talk to her, but I don't know what we'd talk about. - Sigh - I miss her. Even if she wasn't like... romantically interested in me ever, I really miss her. She was fun. And I looked up to her... Like, the way she thinks and believes is the closest to being completely non-hypocritical I've ever seen. She ( Read more... )

Yaayyyy this song makes me happy

I wanna call her and talk to her... even though I think she hates me now. But it'd be so awkward... But I don't want her to think that I hate her now or something if she doesn't hate me. I dunno. Bleh.

I think she just sees that it's me calling and doesn't pick up =(

Today has felt like it's 20 days long... and what do you know... It's the 20th.