And....

it's finally official. =)

Apparently, I think I'm perfect, cute, and the shit ( Read more... )

short update ( Read more... )

I'm feeling financially suffocated. I can't survive on $150 a week. It's just not possible. I can't even pay my bills comfortably on $200 a week. However I ask work to make the schedule more fair; Im looked at like I am asking them to stop the world and focus directly on me. Of course I'm looking out for myself and I don't want to sabatoge other's ( Read more... )

it's seriously never ending.

I need money, so bad ( Read more... )

I need a vacation badly. I'm starting to get a little stir crazy. I think I need to get away and clear my head. Everything seems to be slip slip slipping through my fingers. But it's not. So that's why I need some major time to myself. Christmas was good besides Christmas night. Christmas just becomes bland every year. I dont want to grow up.

Things have been going okay. It's Christmas time again, and it's my favorite time of year. I just feel like it's missing something this year and I'm not sure what it is yet. I decorated the tree with my mom and dad tonight - my dad doesn't want a real tree again next year. He's such a miserable grump around this time of year and I hate it. I hate ( Read more... )

Time for a real entry, I guess ( Read more... )

I'm miserable.