download fucking owned it this year, end of

• the JFAC scream!!
• the enter shakari clap!!
• watching MCR at dusk with my boy, being drunk + singing to eachother
• greg singing to me a lot when pissed LOL
• RUN MOTHERFUCKER!!! - stone sour y'all

my god.
I think I got well + truly owned...

but baby, baby, you are only making the ache worse...

my housemates have freaked me out so much I dont want to leave my room in case I run into them ( Read more... )

things are pretty good atm

new diet
holiday in july
boy shapes are... mainly in control
new house with kerry monster in june
the book is going really fucking well
except today I have writers block - PAH!!

stttrrriiiipppppp clllluuuuub this saturday

OOOHHHH YEEEAAAAHHHH

x

you're hidden by your good looks, your fake smile
I loved you but it took me a long while
to realize you don't even care.
all the feelings, you had none.
there's only one word to describe you,
AND THATS A HYPOCRITE

I hope you choke x

this journal makes me want to throw up on myself
phasing it out in a few weeks I think...

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... so take a look at your fucking horror

so like... despite me + bryn deciding to stay together, 
I can't actually be bothered to hassle him for sex or attention anymore, 
which tbh, worries me. 
even when I was cheating on dave, we still had mass amounts of sex... 
I dunno... 
I dunno what this means but like it needs to stop

I've been rereading my old ( Read more... )

I don't want my job
I don't want to be in a relationship
I don't want to be in love
I don't want to pay massive rent on my big dumb house
I don't want any of this crap that I have inflicted upon myself

everyone can fuck off
especially you.

so you start with your powertrip
you think I've lost my mind
but you might be the one who's lost my mind
and me wasting my time
I don't think so

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well one day you will look back on your life with just complete disgust
because you've got no time
left to take back all the mistakes you've made
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I absolutely hate doing this but it seems that some people need to kept OUT of my business ( Read more... )