Oh Hi. Everytime I listen to Yellowcard for some reason, I always feel down yet happy at the same time. I lub them. They remind me of Califor-n-i-a. Heh. Erhem. Today Marcus and I where making alot of trips. We went from the school, to his house, to my house, then to the school again, and then back to my house. I am so tired. Wow, "ACDC" was so ( Read more... )

How can I decribe today? Just like every other day, of course. Alot of crazy sh*t has been happening. I don't really know what to do. I don't think theres much I CAN do. It sucks. I just can't wait to leave this place. I hate it here. It sucks so bad. Theres nothing good about Miami. Except the fact that theres nice beaches and sh*t. The guys here ( Read more... )

Hey. Well, I don't feel as bad as I did before. I mean I don't feel like the best person in the world but whatever. Oh man, Julian just gets on my last nerves sometimes. And today Some type of like "EviL" thing came into me. I felt like literally killing Someone. Really. I just felt so crazy inside. Carlos is such an idiot. He's not talking to me ( Read more... )

Hi. Today was even worst than yesterday. I'm just so Bleh. No one understands how I feel. (Still.) Oh yeah, Andy is coming down here to see me. The bastard had a girlfriend, and he's still coming down to see me. And then he uses the excuse that she's only going to be "8 states away". I'm no F*CKING WH*RE! Sh*t. Guys don't see that I'm not that type ( Read more... )

Dammit. I coulnd't myself even more. I need love. I need comfort. I need something or sumone in my life dammit. I mean, Tim has been making me feel so much better. And I really appreciate it. Especially after all that sh*t he's made me go through. I still love him but, What do I know if he isn't gonna do the same sh*t like he did before. Ah and ( Read more... )

Hi. Today was so long. I thought I was going to kill someone. God, to make matters worst, I don't think I'll be able to go to California this summer. I was looking forward to going. I need a change. Dammit. Life is so stressful. I'm so tired of everything. Yisel saw the marks on my arm today. After like 2 weeks I showed her. I'm not usually a ( Read more... )

Oh Hi. Yeah it's me. Don't you miss me? Don't answer that if it's nothing nice. Lol. Tim called me. He confuses me. I don't know what he wants. He wants a girlfriend and he "loves me" but, I don't know. Confused. He's gotta make up his mind before I shoot him. Lol. Ok maybe I won't shoot him. I'll "avoid" talking to him. Oh guess what? I got the ( Read more... )

Oh my freaking God man. I swear I can't wait till I turn 18 to leave this f*ucking hell whole. I can't stand living in the same roof with my mom. All she knows how to do is f*cking complain, complain, complain. I hope she has the worst f*cking Mother's Day ever. AH! >_< She acts like she never makes mistakes. I make one little mistake and she ( Read more... )

This day really sucked. So much for going to the mall right? My mom got sorta ticked about the whole getting a ride back and they could'nt take me. Thanks for the support mom. *Pr0ps*. So I've been bored here today. Doing Nothing. But I did get a new computer desk. And a ROLLY CHAIR!! Oh yeah, Go me. Rolly Chairs are so c00li0s. Heh heh.I finally ( Read more... )

Ah. So tired. I came home late last night from going to the movies with my uncle and his friends. (He's 19 by the way.) We watched Mean Girls. Damn those stupid "Plastics" pist me off. That guy was Hott. lol. After that we went to go eat ice-cream. (Yummy.) Dammit. If it wasn't for my brothers, I'd be asleep. I like the sound of that. Sleep. Lol. ( Read more... )