john vanderslice is playing a free show at amoeba records in the city. rosa and i are going up early in the day and then going to the show. im holding my breath.

my hair looks so black at night ( Read more... )

some boys and i got together.
we are going to try and make music, i say try because im totally new at this and im ready to fail if thats the way the song plays out. i wrote a song...
we'll see.

im a huge mess dressed up in clean skin ( Read more... )

im in a constant tangle. all tied up ( Read more... )

the last time i sang in front of people i didnt know i was a freshman. and in choir. and in apache junction arizona. i think i might wimp out.

im so low in iron in my blood that i can hardly move.
im so low in my mental capacity that im glad i am not moving.
im happy, though.
its the most peculiar thing.

i changed so much in these last few months, i dont know myself any more.
i have never gone through such a huge change before.
i have been writing a lot about it.

maybe ill post it

i hate the week before a bunch of stuff is going to happen. im going to name my dog Winston Niles Rumfoord. eventually i will get him a kitten. and name it kazak. haha
i dont like chaos but at least im not bored. or drunk.
all right.

in real life, honestly, i saw an old man is an old style lime green truck, driving with a lime green parrot on his shoulder. a live parrot. hahahaha ( Read more... )

my LA visit was really great ( Read more... )