Its coming to a changing point in my life. Everything is ending and I don't know what to do from here. School, relationships, internships....I don't know what I have been doing for the past three years. My mind has been on auto pilot, and now I'm having to face the consequences of my decisions never fulling understanding where I have been. I've ( Read more... )

And I have forgotten about this thing once again.

how life has rung ME threw the ringer.

lots of crazy busy-ness.

I had a dream about kitties last night.

oh yeah... I got myself a new computer.


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So its been a while but I've been busy...at least in my head I have ( Read more... )

Tuesday-While pulling out of the parking structure a lady behind me zipped infront of me to get to the stop light first, someone being chased by the police ran the red light and hit her car and there was a HUGE wreck. Tuesday I felt lucky that wasn't me ( Read more... )

I strongly dislike finals.

Yesterday was so nice outside! everyone had to work though, so I was trying to find something to do all by myself for half the day, which didn't really matter because it was so nice outside. :) When Scott got home we went to go look for a bike for him, I think we are getting him one on thursday! Than we can go riding together!!! I'm really excited ( Read more... )

I dont think I should be alone right now.
but I dont have any modivation to leave the the house.

maybe I will just go to bed and hope to wake up weeks from now.

I cant believe I actaully finished a paper today.

I cant believe today is not over yet.

I cant believe today happened.

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Being here by myself gives me a weird feeling.
I'll still sleep on myside of the bed.

I'll have this lump inside my stomach until things are right again.

maybe tonight I can sleep more than two hours.