im so fucking sick of trying to be so damned righteous. what the hells the point if im never going to be happy?!?!

theres no such thing as a completly good thing

thank god for lyrics...

which way do i turn
who's tears will have to fall
to make sure that
good wins over evil
who's heart will have to break
in the silence of my head ( Read more... )

ok, so today I'm feeling better than i have in weeks, like since Christmas at least. <3 thank God last night my lazy parents finally went to get me my vitamins for my anemia. today i stayed awake in all my classes and had an eerily good mood for the majority of the day. its raining :-D so maybe ice tonight? A girl can pray ( Read more... )

so I'm still trying to decide if things are going to quickly or too slowly. I'm thinking both- neither. This is the second time this week that good things are happening and i feel really happy. but it happens really fast and almost just as fast im feeling more depressed than i have in months so.... I think i'm going crazy. I've been incredibly ( Read more... )

I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone ( Read more... )

*sigh* so today has been a busyish day.
last night I went to Crystal's house,
ate there (yum) and made cookies.
spent the night there, fun ensued.
this morning we tried to go see LOTR,
that didn't work out. o well
instead we made this crazyhuge breakfast... it kicked. it was ( Read more... )

do i trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah in this world

'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind

i know that there's a point I've missed
a shrine or stone i haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist ( Read more... )

[EMO].
xx.Do you enjoy depressing music? ...yea. <3 ( Read more... )

deep breath in
shallow breath out
maybe if i made it stop
so would all these problems.
gasping so hard that i cant breathe
maybe thats just me
stopping myself
to end it all
again.so many problems. just ( Read more... )

...ok so thats one problem fixed.
broke up with jt. couldnt handle it :(
im a horrible person. truly am.
at least... it was agreed upon-
no breaking of hearts.

im searching for something
its missing, and im not sure
if its lost or if it ever really was
maybe im making all this up...i need to do some graphics or something ( Read more... )

...things are hectic right now.
ok, so hectic is a huge understatement
jt asked me out and theres about 1000 things i dont understand all the way.
anyone want to help me??
BIGBALLA333: do u know ur answer yet? lol
shiiiiiiz.