i hate the people who think they know me. so what you've heard stories about the past, yeah im hurt, but heyy...what shall i do? I FUCKING GOT OVER IT...theres only a select 2 or 3 who know me.. so just bleh, im so sick. i give up with livejournal...this is MY last post so fuck off ppl

If i knew why I get so unstable when ppl that are around me get drunk I'd tell you...I wish i knew, yeah i expiremented once and stuff..NOT FUN i geuss some people like it and stuff. I left laurrens aprty an hour early i felt really uncomfertable there because everyone was drunk, except her.. but.. she got mad at em and i just wanted to go home. ( Read more... )

i feel cool, i forgot to eat dinner. theres nothing to eat. IT SNOWED WAYYYYYYYYYY TO MUCH!and i fell asleep in front of the TV im tierd though <3

Why do i put myself through the killing in my heart? I get attatched to people TO quickly, well not quickly because it seems like i've knowen you forever. My heart is droppping right now, i feel so empty inside just waiting for a phonecall from you...But...stupid me i put my phone on silent or vibrate so i just wont have to hear it.. maybe i didnt ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel as if im getting used as being a friend. Like im just an accsessorie to you.. i didnt spell that right but w/e. anyways...Today someone called me up saying that someone else was trying to act cool in front of them because that person hates them..*are you following me?* anyways.. YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT, i wonder when i'll have ( Read more... )

oops. i switched it back, Diana is working on my layout.. i know how to make it sorta pretty, i didnt mean to put hot pink in it..ARGH ( Read more... )

Im so mad.. mommy thinks i have the flu, if i do im going to kill myself i cant be sick for laurren i'd never forgive myself..dammit. this sucks i was gona wear leg warmers and EVERYTHING! haha!

okay i must go force myself to memorize my script thingy for whats it called.. theater.. i'll tty kids later<3

hello helo kids! I'm home sick today, i feel like poop. but its okay, it was fun fun fun! I'm glad everything is okay with me, Everything is working out wonderful. People are dumb just because im friends with someone, im not letting anything happen even if yuo hate me why throw something away that you had because of me? i mean sheesh let the boy ( Read more... )

Oh goodness! GOODMORNING SUNSHINE! YOUR SO BEAUTIFUL! holla ( Read more... )

I know my journal is ugly! haha Diana just hasn't done my layout yet! But.. anyways i got bored like 10 minutes ago, heres pretty pictures... some are blurry but they're pretty woooo hooo!


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