So I'm on my way to FLAX to look for shellac.. I'm building a table out of an antique door, and I want to stick dried flowers, religious pictures, and pieces of tide boxes to the top. My first attempt was mixing a thick-ish varnish with turpenoid, but that didn't work.. it was gummy, so I doused it in oil paint "enamel" medium.. backfire again. I ( Read more... )

He had died; a new Siddhartha had awoken from sleep. He too would grow old, he too would have to die someday-- Siddhartha was ephmeral, every formation was ephemeral. But today he was young, was a child, the new Siddhartha, and was full of joy.Wow... yesterday was crazy. I woke up early and put on pink lipstick and pink shoes and a sparkly ring ( Read more... )

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I wish I had more control over my displays of emotion.. I truly wear mine on my proverbial sleeve. I haven't been able to talk to anyone lately without telling them, more or less bluntly, what I think of them. This might not seem so problematic, but it has certainly put me in some uncomfortable social situations ( Read more... )

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I can't believe that I'm finally finished with my chem homework. It's 3:33 a.m. I wonder if it would be better to get two hours of sleep and be groggy or to get none and have stingy eyes and not be able to walk straight. Gaaah ( Read more... )

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||| 50% Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Emotional Stability ||||||||| 30% Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Liveliness |||||| 18% Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 46% Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 42% Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% ( Read more... )

      Marriage is love.

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