i came home, expecting to have a great time. only it got better. because of you ( Read more... )

drunk. three nights in a row. didn't puke once. i am the champ. good times. summer fun. i love it. and that is all.

cait, shelley, kerensa and i are watching margaret cho as i type this entry. and we're all laughing hysterically because duh...she's the greatest homo-loving comedian ( Read more... )

let go ( Read more... )

i would like to apologize...to stace. for remembering your birthday three days too late and forgetting it three days ago. i'm sorry, love ( Read more... )

i smoked 1/2 a pack of smokes yesterday. i never smoke that much. i had a shitty day. work was shit, my love life is shit, and for the first time ever, my mood swings changed from happy to sad in a matter of minutes, all day long. isn't that a sign of depression? it scared me...i am not depressed. i just had a bad day. that's all ( Read more... )

ahhh suki suki. and i don't even know how to spell that but i find myself saying it all the time when something good happens. and something really good did happen. jas and i took our long awaited trip to chicago and spent the entire day at six flags. just me.and.him. no one else. he held my hand in between riding all the rides and when we were ( Read more... )

right now, as we speak, i am supposed to be in chicago at six flags, with jason. but no, i'm at home. typing on my computer ( Read more... )

no work today. ahhhh. fixin' to go read a book on my front porch in this beautiful 75.3 degree weather ( Read more... )

may 12, 2001. blackhawk park. making out on the tire swing. ryan asked me to be his girlfriend as if we were 13 and still in junior high. but it was cute. and i had already fallen for him. and i said yes ( Read more... )