Meme, rant, update, MAGIC~
Since I don't post often I'm not making a cut this time, so neyah. :P
Fist the meme! Stolen from a few and I think I've done it before, anyway.
Instructions:
1. Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool
How does the world see you?
Utada Hikaru - Hikari
I'm light? :F Nah.
Will I have a happy life?
Kid Beyond - Wandering Star
I'm going to assume this means yes, jus' 'cause.
What do my friends really think of me?
Cher - Song for the Lonely
Buh?
Do people secretly lust after me?
Madonna - Music
Uhm?
How can I make myself happy?
Yasunori Mitsuda & Millennial Fair - CREID
Hmm. from the lyrics, translated ( they're originally Irish )" Believe in your dream and you will succeed despite the passing of time. " Now I just need to figure out what my dream is. ;) Though the opening lyrics make much more sense right now to make me happy. . . " There is nothing that cannot be seen~ There is nothing to be afraid of~ "
How can I get ahead in life?
Motels - Cries and Whispers
Uhm. . . Sure.
What should I do with my life?
Madonna - Hung Up ( Radio Edit )
I swear there's only a couple of Madonna song on the playlist. . . And Winamp has some interesting advice. . .
Will I ever get married?
The Motels - So L.A.
I have no idea. Heh.
Will I ever have children?
Cirque Du Soleil - Threat
::Chuckles::
What is some good advice for me?
Cher - The Music's no Good Without You
Winamp's being gay today. And I've no idea what this could mean. Am I without a friend I should be with, am I not being as much as I once was. . . ?
What is my signature song?
The Bangles - Manic Monday
WTF. . .?
What do I think my current theme song is?
Motoi Sakuraba - The Dark Battle
Good lord. I'm not -THAT- emo. x.x
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Styx - Renegade
Winamp's just on crack, now. :P
What song will play at my funeral?
Supertramp - Bloody Well Right
. . .
So there's that Meme. What do you think? Have any insights on what the music spirits are trying to tell me?
Ok, with that out of the way a rant! type. . .thing. . . Keekeekee~
For some info: I've been on and off of this site called Bear411, I'm sure some of you know what it is. For those of you who don't it's basically a hook-up site for hairy gay guys, usually of the over-weight type ( bears ). Every once in a while I get it in my head it's a good place to meet people. Unfortunately it is just a hook-up site, and I've not had much success making just friends via it, but I digress, that's not the important part.
A little bit ago I got a message from someone I met in person last year or so. I guess he didn't reconise me at first, though. 'Sok, I was happy to re-initiate the friendship, one can never have too many friends. Anyway, through him, I'm assuming, someone else I met around the same time found my profile on Bear411 as well and sent me a message that was more flirty than called for, he's got a partner who I also know and consider pretty cool. But I play along, figuring that chat isn't harmful as long as no one acts upon it, right? He keeps up with it, occasionally doing a 180 and suggesting that nothing will happen, in response I give more generic responses, and at one point he asked if it was ok if he brought his bf along to play, which instantly made my warning buzzer go off. I wasn't sure about him, but I know his bf thinks I'm really unattractive and likely wouldn't touch me with a 10 foot pole. 'S then that I realise he's just playing games with me, which understandable, I think, annoys me, and I call him on it. He admits that he was just testing what kind of person I am. So I forgive him that, thinking it's reasonable, if a slightly annoying thing to do.
I put the whole thing behind me and talk with him ( which, I should point out, is a bit difficult, I'm not sure how he manages to type proper English words, but do so in such a way it is harder to understand than AOL kiddy ) thinking that we're friends and all, but he keeps bringing up the fact that my, in his words, " facade is as fake as the men out here in phxs " as in, I'm guessing, he didn't believe I just wanted friendship and that I wanted sex with him. Sorry, he's not horribly unattractive, but I think I can do without sex with him, he's not that hot. So I finally said to hell with him and decided not to talk to him or his boyfriend. It is unfair to his bf, but since he never talked with me much I don't think it will be much of an issue, anyway. He also accused me of using Kenny ( I think, again, it's hard to understand what he's saying ) and what's worrisome is he's not the first, but the third person to think that. The first I think I ranted about before, and the second I consider a bitter ex of Kenny's.
Anyway, yeah. Who knew liking the cock could mean so much dramas. 'S what most of my drama stems from, that and my low thoughts of myself.
Now the update part:
We were going to go to Disney but events have made this unpossible for now, which is a bit disappointing, but what can you do? Sometimes stuff happens. All I can figure is there's some reason we weren't supposed to go this time, but should wait 'till later. 'S why bad stuff happens, you know, to set up something good. Or at least that's what I think.
Other stuff that's been up is somewhat nil. Everything's the same-ol' same-ol' I spend most of my time with my ohana ( Kyle, Tony, and my Kenny ) playing WoW or other such stuffs.
I've found out that I'm fairly bad at God of War, though it's still fun to play. Super Paper Mario looks interesting, though they over-did the helper characters/powers who one uses ONCE in many cases. It would have been nicer to have a more limited amount of them and had the badge system, or more creative uses of just a few or something. I do like the fact it's real-time Mario-esque battle instead of RPG separate screen battle, though.
I can't really think of much else. . . I do have a new picture that's amazingly awesome thanks to a friend who's staying with Kyle. He's an amazing photographer to take a picture of me that I like and didn't have to heavily modify in PhotoShop ( I ran shadows and highlites, which basically alters the contrast a bit to lighten the shadows and bring out the details there. )
Click here to see
Aaand. . . .that's all. X)
Oh? What about the magic part? Well. . . I lied. There is no magic. :P
Fist the meme! Stolen from a few and I think I've done it before, anyway.
Instructions:
1. Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool
How does the world see you?
Utada Hikaru - Hikari
I'm light? :F Nah.
Will I have a happy life?
Kid Beyond - Wandering Star
I'm going to assume this means yes, jus' 'cause.
What do my friends really think of me?
Cher - Song for the Lonely
Buh?
Do people secretly lust after me?
Madonna - Music
Uhm?
How can I make myself happy?
Yasunori Mitsuda & Millennial Fair - CREID
Hmm. from the lyrics, translated ( they're originally Irish )" Believe in your dream and you will succeed despite the passing of time. " Now I just need to figure out what my dream is. ;) Though the opening lyrics make much more sense right now to make me happy. . . " There is nothing that cannot be seen~ There is nothing to be afraid of~ "
How can I get ahead in life?
Motels - Cries and Whispers
Uhm. . . Sure.
What should I do with my life?
Madonna - Hung Up ( Radio Edit )
I swear there's only a couple of Madonna song on the playlist. . . And Winamp has some interesting advice. . .
Will I ever get married?
The Motels - So L.A.
I have no idea. Heh.
Will I ever have children?
Cirque Du Soleil - Threat
::Chuckles::
What is some good advice for me?
Cher - The Music's no Good Without You
Winamp's being gay today. And I've no idea what this could mean. Am I without a friend I should be with, am I not being as much as I once was. . . ?
What is my signature song?
The Bangles - Manic Monday
WTF. . .?
What do I think my current theme song is?
Motoi Sakuraba - The Dark Battle
Good lord. I'm not -THAT- emo. x.x
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Styx - Renegade
Winamp's just on crack, now. :P
What song will play at my funeral?
Supertramp - Bloody Well Right
. . .
So there's that Meme. What do you think? Have any insights on what the music spirits are trying to tell me?
Ok, with that out of the way a rant! type. . .thing. . . Keekeekee~
For some info: I've been on and off of this site called Bear411, I'm sure some of you know what it is. For those of you who don't it's basically a hook-up site for hairy gay guys, usually of the over-weight type ( bears ). Every once in a while I get it in my head it's a good place to meet people. Unfortunately it is just a hook-up site, and I've not had much success making just friends via it, but I digress, that's not the important part.
A little bit ago I got a message from someone I met in person last year or so. I guess he didn't reconise me at first, though. 'Sok, I was happy to re-initiate the friendship, one can never have too many friends. Anyway, through him, I'm assuming, someone else I met around the same time found my profile on Bear411 as well and sent me a message that was more flirty than called for, he's got a partner who I also know and consider pretty cool. But I play along, figuring that chat isn't harmful as long as no one acts upon it, right? He keeps up with it, occasionally doing a 180 and suggesting that nothing will happen, in response I give more generic responses, and at one point he asked if it was ok if he brought his bf along to play, which instantly made my warning buzzer go off. I wasn't sure about him, but I know his bf thinks I'm really unattractive and likely wouldn't touch me with a 10 foot pole. 'S then that I realise he's just playing games with me, which understandable, I think, annoys me, and I call him on it. He admits that he was just testing what kind of person I am. So I forgive him that, thinking it's reasonable, if a slightly annoying thing to do.
I put the whole thing behind me and talk with him ( which, I should point out, is a bit difficult, I'm not sure how he manages to type proper English words, but do so in such a way it is harder to understand than AOL kiddy ) thinking that we're friends and all, but he keeps bringing up the fact that my, in his words, " facade is as fake as the men out here in phxs " as in, I'm guessing, he didn't believe I just wanted friendship and that I wanted sex with him. Sorry, he's not horribly unattractive, but I think I can do without sex with him, he's not that hot. So I finally said to hell with him and decided not to talk to him or his boyfriend. It is unfair to his bf, but since he never talked with me much I don't think it will be much of an issue, anyway. He also accused me of using Kenny ( I think, again, it's hard to understand what he's saying ) and what's worrisome is he's not the first, but the third person to think that. The first I think I ranted about before, and the second I consider a bitter ex of Kenny's.
Anyway, yeah. Who knew liking the cock could mean so much dramas. 'S what most of my drama stems from, that and my low thoughts of myself.
Now the update part:
We were going to go to Disney but events have made this unpossible for now, which is a bit disappointing, but what can you do? Sometimes stuff happens. All I can figure is there's some reason we weren't supposed to go this time, but should wait 'till later. 'S why bad stuff happens, you know, to set up something good. Or at least that's what I think.
Other stuff that's been up is somewhat nil. Everything's the same-ol' same-ol' I spend most of my time with my ohana ( Kyle, Tony, and my Kenny ) playing WoW or other such stuffs.
I've found out that I'm fairly bad at God of War, though it's still fun to play. Super Paper Mario looks interesting, though they over-did the helper characters/powers who one uses ONCE in many cases. It would have been nicer to have a more limited amount of them and had the badge system, or more creative uses of just a few or something. I do like the fact it's real-time Mario-esque battle instead of RPG separate screen battle, though.
I can't really think of much else. . . I do have a new picture that's amazingly awesome thanks to a friend who's staying with Kyle. He's an amazing photographer to take a picture of me that I like and didn't have to heavily modify in PhotoShop ( I ran shadows and highlites, which basically alters the contrast a bit to lighten the shadows and bring out the details there. )
Click here to see
Aaand. . . .that's all. X)
Oh? What about the magic part? Well. . . I lied. There is no magic. :P