it IS strange
well...no one from Massachusetts talks to me much anymore. Kansas people rarely do, either. I mean there are always the few gems that stick out. Monica, Jenni, Steffi, Dennis, Josh, Jeff, sometimes Marcus, Laurie and Andrew. They try, they really do. (Monica especially-its weird now...cause I think we are better freinds now than we were then *grins* She is sooo gonna be one of my bridesmaids heheh *grins*) Well it left me thinking today...freinds. Who are they? To me anyways...I looked through my cell phone vigourously investigating its numbers hidden within. The regulars are all family. Then, Steven, Monica, and Jeff. I can always count on Jeff to call me when I'm down. All the rest seem to be people from out here in Utah...or whereever they are now (since school is out). Strange how people change... I thought high school would be the end of me. And it was... in a way. I'm not the same person that I was then, that's for sure. *laughs* Maybe it's a good thing too... Now I'm clean, got a great relationship with my family, I have a boy that I care for IMMENSLY and I have some tried and true trusted freinds that are there when I need them the most. Take Trisha. Today I wanted to know what she was doing...and holy crap. She was on her way to Bountiful. Talk about weird. She is gonna stop of and pick me up. Take me out for ice cream and talk about what has happened in the past few weeks that I have been away from Provo. I love Trisha. She has got to be the coolest Utah girl that I know *grins* Kinda makes me Provo-sick. That is sick. LOL But oh well...like she was saying...only 3 more months. May, June, July and then...August I will be back in Provo, basically. So more like 4 months. And in those 4 months...anything can happen. Man...it IS strange.