**023CENA. (i wonder what music spiders listen to)

[redwhite_impact]

I almost want to learn to play an instrument. (Confusing sort of feeling, actually. Weird emotion, which can describe a lot of what I am and what life is right now, if I am and if it's anything. I don't know.) Either way, I'm stuck vaguely wondering if I'm losing the ability to perceive all people as people. I'm stuck wondering if there's something

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[love_akane]

We all cope in different ways. Distance, death, demonizing. Don't think too much about it.

( What of those stuck in-between? )

[redwhite_impact]

I probably don't have time to, except in passing. And you don't get very far, if you're only thinking about something in passing.

(My right-hands, of course.)

[love_akane]

You would be surprised.

( I was thinking more along the lines of not getting involved at all, really. )

[redwhite_impact]

...would I be?

(Not an option. It's like refusing to get involved in life as long as you're still alive. It's pointless. And an oxymoron.)

[distantxsilence]

Learning to play something could be good for you, dobe. It would keep you occupied.

(You really are an idiot.)

[redwhite_impact]

You act like I'm not.

(You're an idiot for associating with an idiot.)

[distantxsilence]

Oh? And what are you occupied with at the moment?

(I'm happy to hear that you're not denying your idiocy.)

[redwhite_impact]

Not dying. What about you? Math homework?

(I shouldn't have to point out that you aren't either.)