Mothers day lament.

[redwingkali]

Im just blue people, no Im not self destructive, i am not thinking divorce. Just blue

I should be cleaning, I should be washing the woodwork in the house, i should be cleaning the doggy nose smears off the windows, I should clean the guest bathroom, i should be doing laundry but it nevert made it downstairs last night, i should mow the lawn, i

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[rillaspins]

**hugs** I'm listening. I know it doesn't help the actual problem, but I'm here.

[redwingkali]

Just got to let it out sometimes yah know. Or yah feel like you will turn inside out.

[rillaspins]

Exactly, and I just wanted you to know that people are there to listen.

[myriad_mirrors]

Oh, you do so much. How kind of you. It does sound like it might be time to let them take over some of those responsibilities, though. Agreed. As for banging against testicles, I hear ya.

[redwingkali]

Been trying for about 2 years. 2 steps forward 3 steps back. it all kind of went to shit when mom was dieing. We went back to old habits. I lost control somewhere along the line.

I want it back!

[myriad_mirrors]

Yeah, that's been happening here as well since my husband has been very stressed with all the extra work, and I've been going through my own problems. Lots of backsliding though we aren't drowning yet.

[redwingkali]

I hate backsliding. "defeating your own successes". YUK!

[mairi2]

Too bad you can't leave them alone for a month - except you'd need a bulldozer when you got home!

Love you, dear - you always make me smile, even when you rant! Ever thought about being a writer?

And if you start throwing out toys, socks, lothes, etc that get left on the stairs or on the floor, you declutter as well as teach a point...

Good luck!

[redwingkali]

People and life are funny. Even at the worst of times.

I am running away this weekend with Mudpuppy. We are going to live at a zoo with Uncle Jaimie.

[redwingkali]

I hope you read my next post i did the next morning.